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Self-care check!
Hi! I'm the self-care anon, making sure you've performed self-care.
Had something to drink? something to eat? Rested?
I am fed, watered, and rested. I do still need to shower though and I should probably do some form of physical activity, I am feeling very hyper right now.
#adhd go brrrrrrrrr#hi self care anon!#nice to meet you!#I hope you're doing self care too!#an unexpected ask#self care anon my beloved
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Tbh i am not surprised that a person who openly talked about having drinking problems since 1d days, because of how crazy 1d worked has been agressive. What surprises me is people being surprised (they never seriously saw drunk person?). But i am also confused about this whole book. Apparently Maya said that that book is not fully bout Liam but compilation about her exes and some of the worst parts are not about him. But recently she said that the book is “ofc about him” so what is true then? Or did she meant it that ofc some parts are about him or that whole book is about him?
Sorry, just confused
I also am not surprised- we've learned so much more about the real stories of things and about the guys' actual lives over the last years, and the story that has unfolded around Liam has been totally consistent throughout if you've been following it, and so the information Maya is telling us is shocking and upsetting but not difficult to believe. I got an anon yesterday saying they were worried about getting similar revelations about the other boys, like "if Liam could be doing this we just don't know, any of them could", and while in a way that's always true I guess, anyone could be doing anything in private like... that doesn't really concern me. Because none of these Liam revelations are coming out of nowhere, there have been many MANY steps along the way leading us here if you've been watching, and he has talked openly about both his mental health struggles and his addiction issues. So to answer that anon... to find out something similar about Louis would in contrast contradict everything we know about him and no I'm not worried about it. Is he probably very irritating, absolutely, but an abuser or a loose cannon, well that news would shock me. But anyway as for the book I don't find it strange that she was nervous when it came out and treading lightly and later decided, fuck it. In the absolutely on point tiktok she dropped today (YES👏GIRL👏FUCKING TELL THEM👏) she even mentions attempts to keep her from publishing the book, presumably by Liam's team, that I am riveted by and cannot WAIT to hear more details about actually- like I said I don't find it at all strange that she was nervous and downplayed it a bit then. But if she says now that it's just about Liam, well, I would say it's been clear from the beginning that the book is their story. Maya herself brought up the parallel of songs being written about stuff and I think it's the same thing; it's true (she was in an abusive relationship that involved certain kinds of events) but maybe not 100% literal (I'm sure details were changed to make the story work, it's not like a word for word timeline of their interactions or whatever).
#maya henry#blah blah blah#re the tiktok also lmaoooo are people really saying she wants money her family IS RICH like RICH RICH#but hot damn the part about enabling UH HUH !!!!!#yep yep yep#in terms of the other guys and what would shock me... well obviously we know Zayn has also had a history of agression#and we know WAY too much about him being pushy about sex lol#I would not be shocked to hear he crossed a line... but think he's probably just a bit of a fuckboy#I absolutely do not trust Niall behind closed doors but the songs we have about him seem to tell a pretty consistent story;#self absorbed but basically harmless#harry... who tf knows what he is like outside of being with Louis but I would be shocked to hear of him being aggressive yeah#I have a lot of issues with him but taking advantage of people or being pushy are not even on the radar#and as for Louis... like I said yeah it WOULD shock me. I don't just love him because he has a nice face!#it's BECAUSE of the ways we do know him and know what he's like. because of his tenderness and care#and his consistent kindness and love#and his openness about his private side#so yeah- it would shock the hell out of me it really would#but then I think that anon also was worried about eleanor spiling smth about their relationship so we are not coming from the same place#my kneejerk response was I'm sure he paid her on time what else are you worried about lol#although out of everyone if someone was going to say he lashed out at them I suppose it would be her#it was probably one of the most difficult and frought relationships in his life#and one that he did not want#so! but still no it doesn't worry me#tbh there was one thing in mayas video today that did surprise me which was the premeditation#Liam actually planning using the fans against people and sneaking around doing stuff#I guess even believing everythign I had chosen to paint a picture in my mind of someone who was still#basically unaware of the wrong they were doing and more flailing than plotting#and that shakes me a little. and makes me very unhappy to hear#liam discourse
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I feel like you're the only person on here rn who gets me in my desire for Charles to stay at Ferrari. How can people wish him away :( He IS Ferrari
I agree 100% I find it hard to imagine him at any other team.
But I will add that for people thinking it would be smart for him to move teams, you need to think long term. With the 2026 regulations coming it's becoming clear that you want to either be in a Ferrari or a Mercedes powered car. Red Bull is likely not going to be as strong 2026 and onward(I may be wrong but everything is pointing to a weaker Red Bull in 2026) Leaving just for 2025 would be a very bad move career wise.
A lot of people have been talking about what Charles should do for his career, for his legacy. You think he doesn't know that he likely could have had championships by now if he had gone to a different team at some point? He knows, I assure you he knows. He has spent a lot more time thinking about this, and know more than we do. He knows all this and went through it all and he chose to stay. You can disagree with his choice, but it's his career and his goals.
I do not think that any of what has happened is "leave the team worthy" no one is happy right now, but things will cool down, and things will bounce back.
I think the only way he'd leave would be if Ferrari massively dropped the ball on the 2026 regs and it didn't look like there was going to be a championship car for the rest of his career. He has exit clauses for that very possibility.
The thing about the team right now is that we are undergoing a big restructuring. People think the timer started for a championship fight when he joined in 2019. Unfortunately we lost a lot of time to Binotto. The timer actually started in 2023 when Fred took over. It takes a long time to bring these changes. This is the first year Fred has been in proper control and he is still assembling the team. Cardile leaving was a good sign that things are changing for the better.
I need you all to imagine how it would feel if in the next 5 years Ferrari managed a championship worthy car/team and Charles had left. That isn't really a reality I want to live in, and I don't think he does either. And the thing is that it will become clear sooner than that. If it seems like it's not possible going into 2026, fair enough.
I see a lot of posts talking about what Charles should do, and what they want to see. You can share your opinion, but at the end of the day the only thing that matters is Charles' goals and his choices to move toward those goals.
"I just want Charles to be in a good car": okay, we all want that.
"I don't think Ferrari can give it [a championship car] to him": we will have to see about that, the team is changing a lot on the technical side at the moment. I personally still believe it's possible within the next 5 years.
"I am tired of waiting": I don't know what to tell you, no one is holding a gun to your head to be a fan of a specific driver or team.
"We found out who are the Charles fans and who are the Ferrari fans": You can still be both. And begging Charles to leave for his own good does not really show you support him more than anyone else. And again, our opinions on what he should do don't matter.
"Ferrari have had so much time and still haven't produced a championship car": Again, we are 1 year into a change at the team that is still clearly for the better. I don't know what to tell you, if you don't want to stick around and see if they and Charles can do it no one is forcing you.
"How can you want him to stay at a team that is treating him like this?": I want better and am expecting better from the team on this front. Me wanting Charles to stay at Ferrari does not mean I like/support the way things have been handled for him and that I want them to keep happening.
And you are entitled to your opinion. That is fair enough.
I am trying to be as realistic as I can be. I am not asking you to agree with me or even support Ferrari. This is how I see things right now, and I don't like the current narratives telling people how they should feel. You can feel positively or negatively about the situation, both are understandable. Toxic positivity and toxic negativity are both unpleasant pitfalls. I try my best to avoid both.
No one take this as me defending Ferrari at the moment. I am not happy with the performance of the team and the way things have been handled with Charles. It was not a good look and Fred and the team need to do better.
I say all this to point out that there is more logic to it than just blindly wanting him to stay at Ferrari. People are reacting to a small stretch of time and failing to consider the big picture. The multi-year future.
Driving for Ferrari and attempting the mad goal of a championship with them is Charles' goal. If that changes he'll let us know. But I support him in this completely.
And to the people saying they want him to go to Mclaren, STRAIGHT TO JAIL I BETTER NOT CATCH YOU
#anons#charles and ferrari#people have been very self important being like “I care about his legacy”#do you hear yourself?
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Haha, I haven’t posted on here before so it’s a little scary <3 Ahh!!
Though I thought this was a good place to post my shameless Wally Darling self inserts!! :))
#wally darling#wally x y/n#wally x reader#wally x oc#wh wally#welcome home wally#self ship#self insert#digital art#Wally x anon#also I see people typing in the hashtags??#so if anyone is actually reading this#hi!!#Drink water and take care of yourself!!!#dunno if anyone else is still fixated on welcome home anymore#oh well!!#:)
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hi:) um can i ask a slightly angst fic where the reader don't have a job because of her social anxiety and so she's v embarrassed when talking with people and when she joins RFA even more so cuz they're all successful and busy. Can you make it slight Seven/MC? I hope that's okay 🙃
"You feeling okay?"
You jolted, feeling like your heart was just about to jump straight out of your chest with how hard it was pounding against your ribcage. Really, it was silly of you to react like that. The party venue was full of attractive people dressed in fancy evening attire: dancing, laughing, drinking, and networking. As a party coordinator, it was a given for someone to eventually start up a conversation with you. And yet... No matter how hard your brain tried to rationalize every little thing around you, it never truly helped.
You didn't belong here. All of these people... Hell, even the rest of the RFA! They held themselves up with such confidence, they talked with such grace and they didn't have to worry about their standing at all. And, who were you? Just an anxious mess who couldn't even function properly in a completely normal social interaction. What were you even doing here-?
You swiftly turned around, meeting a pair of golden eyes staring right at you behind his signature glasses. Seven... Speaking of, you didn't even see him since the party started. Did he notice how pale your face has gotten? How tightly your fingers gripped the champagne glass you didn't drink from even once ever since you first took it from the tray to busy your trembling hands with something? How your breathing was too shallow and quick to satisfy your desperate need for fresh air in your lungs? You hoped not.
Say something-!
"I- Uh-" You barely managed to choke out, your throat closing in before you could utter a single word, your mind feeling like it was too overwhelmed and underwhelmed at the same time. There were too many eyes, too many people, too many voices. It was too bright, too loud, too crowded. Your clothes were too tight, the fabric was too itchy, and your skin was too clammy. It was all... too much.
"I- I'm fine."
You were obviously not fine.
Seven's brows furrowed, though you barely registered it through the panicked fog that took over all of your senses. And, even if you did notice it, you'd probably think that he assumed you were weird and off-putting or something. That's what you would have thought of yourself in his shoes, anyway. You knew you were failing this, and failing this miserably... You knew you needed to get out of here, you knew you needed some peace and quiet to ground yourself, and yet-
And yet, you were too damn frozen to do anything. Your body and mind were begging you for an escape, but they didn't let you do anything to achieve that escape. What kind of sick joke is that?
"...C'mon." You didn't even detect Seven's voice in your ears. You just gasped as you felt someone gently nudge your arm and start leading you away. So, you stumbled along, your breathing shallow and your legs tripping over themselves as you were being led down the dimly lit corridor somewhere you couldn't see. He was quiet as you two walked alongside each other, his grip on your arm tightening from time to time to keep you steady, making occasional small pauses for you to regain your footing.
You wouldn't notice any of these small details until much, much later, once your mind had cleared up again.
Finally, you briefly heard the sound of a door opening, before a rush of fresh air hit you right in the face, almost making you choke on it from the pure abruptness of it. You didn't even notice how stuffy it was on the inside until you got a taste of what it was like on the outside. Two warm hands lightly pushed you down, and you let them, feeling yourself being seated onto a small wooden bench. It felt so good to no longer have to stand and keep your weight up. You let your head lean back as you closed your eyes and let yourself finally breathe.
God, each breath of fresh night air felt like true paradise right now.
A few minutes passed by until you felt yourself slowly coming back to earth, more or less. You still felt anxious and incredibly tired, your heart racing on the inside of your chest. But, at least you could move again, albeit shakily. You could speak. You could see. You could breathe.
Speaking of... You quickly turned your attention to a fellow redheaded RFA member that was sitting beside you, his gaze turned upwards towards the night sky.
"...Seven?" You decided to say something, your voice weak and raspy.
He turned his attention back towards you, a warm smile gracing his features. It was strange. You knew Seven wasn't all jokes and laughter, but you also weren't expecting him to be so... caring once you finally met him face-to-face. It made your heart race for a different reason from before.
"Are you feeling better now? I can bring you some water if you want." He replied, holding your nervous gaze.
Why are you so nice to me...? You wanted to ask, as you hang your head low, starting to anxiously fiddle with the ends of your outfit. Instead, you just shook your head. "A-A bit later. I'm... Uh..."
"You're not ready to go back out there. I get it." He finished your train of thought for you, returning his gaze toward the sky. It made you breathe a small sigh of relief, grateful to be free of any kind of attention right now.
Wait... Did he do it on purpose-?
"I... I'm sorry." You mumbled, biting onto your lower lip. "I should be there right now, talking with our guests and making sure the party is a success... And yet, here I am. Some kind of party coordinator I am."
Your words were laced with bitterness and frustration, centered around nobody but yourself. All you wanted was to be... normal. To stop feeling like every single person in the room hated your guts for simply existing. To be able to function properly. Why was it so goddamn hard!?
Seven sighed, glancing at you briefly before looking away once again. He seemed to be thinking about what to say to you. You never thought you'd see him not knowing how to reply to something. He was always so energetic and all over the place in the chatrooms or on the calls with you... But, this side of him was... new.
You appreciated seeing it.
"It's... terrifying to try and act tough when you feel like there is danger waiting on every turn. You have to pretend that everything's going great when all you really want to do is to run and hide yourself away somewhere nobody could ever find you." He started slowly, carefully. Almost like he was thinking over every single word he spoke, cautious not to say too much. You wondered what it was that he was avoiding so meticulously. "I saw that look in your eyes, and I knew what you were feeling on the inside. It's a look I... Well, let's just say, it's not something unfamiliar to me."
You were surprised to hear that. Seven? Being familiar with such anxiety? The same Seven who would laugh the loudest out of everyone in the group, or make a fool of himself with a confident grin on his face? You found it hard to believe.
He continued his line of thought before you could question it, though.
"Listen... I know you feel like you don't belong. And, I mean... I can understand that." He chuckled, shaking his head a little. "Practically everyone in our group is impressive in one way or another. Some, in ways a normal person couldn't even imagine. It would be pretty overwhelming to anybody to get thrown into your position."
You furrowed your brows, your fingers stopping their fiddling as you got too focused on your own thoughts. "A normal person wouldn't freeze up at a party that they themselves are supposed to be responsible for. Or fail at keeping a job for any longer than a month without completely breaking down."
"None of this could be possible without you joining the RFA, Y/N." Seven replied, now looking straight at you, his expression oddly serious. He just continued to surprise you the more time you spent together. "I know more about you than I should. I'm not... proud of it, but the least I can do is use this knowledge to help you. I know you struggle with some things. And yes, you did get too overwhelmed there. But, everything's okay now. The party is a success. Thanks to you. Thanks for your efforts. Nothing is ruined. The guests are happy, and we raised a lot of money that will be used for a good cause to those who are in need. Rika's legacy continues. None of this could be possible without you. Don't belittle yourself for this."
You just stared at him, not knowing what to say. Not knowing what you could say. You could feel tears welling up in the corners of your eyes as you swallowed the lump forming in the middle of your throat. "But... But I-"
"You're a member of the RFA, Y/N. Whatever struggles you're going through... We're all going to be there for you when you need it. In fact, I'm sure everyone is very worried about you right now." He gave you a small reassuring smile, patting you on the shoulder. "Don't be afraid to rely on us. Just like everyone relied on you. We're here for you. And... I'm here for you, too."
You would hold onto those words. Just like you found yourself holding onto his arm for the rest of the night, finding his warm presence warming and reassuring.
You weren't alone in this. And, even though you had no idea what you were doing, you knew you had people who would always be there to catch you when you fell.
#mystic messenger#mysmes#mysme#mm#saeyoung choi#choi saeyoung#707#luciel choi#saeyoung x reader#707 x reader#tw social anxiety#i hope you like it anon <3#i struggled a lot with social anxiety so it's always very special to write works concerning it#being a party coordinator would be stressful for us#especially in a group of such talented individuals#but they love you#just like you love them#i know for a fact they would be there for us when it all gets too overwhelming to handle alone#i do hope saeyoung is not too ooc here! it's always a bit difficult to write his softer side which making him feel true to his canon self#i feel like he'd be very understanding and caring when it comes to these things (if not a bit awkward)#after all he helped saeran many times during their childhood#and i'm sure his time in the agency affected his handling of such situations too
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I tried being nice, but it seems like that won't work here.
When I come back, Quackity, you're not getting rid of me again. I'm NOT going away again, so better get fucking used to me talking in your ears. Maybe Manburg is gone, but las Nevadas isn't, and it needs a competent leader, someone unlike you. You fuck up everything you touch. I'm surprised this place hasn't burnt to the ground with you leading it. Maybe it already has from the inside, and you're too idiotic to notice it.
-🍾(I'm TRYING to fit more curses in the dialogue but I don't curse much I'll do my best to up it o7)
now— hold on a fucking second. i'm the only person who could bring you back. right? i mean, dream's stuck in fucking prison. he keeps going on and on about how he's got all the revival shit stuck in his head.
so therefore. you're not getting out of this unless i say so.
god. it's almost like— it's almost like i've had power over you since day one. HA. i mean. fuck, what with the pooling votes, and now this? what the fuck am i calling you sir for?
schlatt; listen to me. you'd turn my nation into a fucking orgy den within minutes if you got your hands on it. i'm not taking that risk right now.
unless i find a way to get you on a tight leash. :]
#quackitychirps#ask blog#🍾 anon#ooc: UR GOOD UR GOOD!!!!!#i love. like. the way schlatt talks. he's got this cocky ass fucking accent and this certain fuckyouesque way of speaking esp about#other people. he says shit like.#who fuckin' cares about the stock prices? bout the damn economy we're jus' gunna raise the taxes on Niki to extort all her cash. Duh#OR LIKE.#now that’s where you get confused pumpkin. y’see i'll make it simple: our marriage is a business transaction#this is about politics not about playin' barbies. the man makes all the financial decisions he calls the shots#and its so. HES SUCH AN ASSHOLE IN THE MOST FASCINATING WAY#girl help im yapping in da Tags im yapping#SORRY LADIES I LOVE C!SCHLATT BUT NEVER ON THE BASIS OF JUSTIFYIG HIS SHIT. hes so fun to analyse dude. plus hes just a straight up prick#and thats partially what makes him so fun. but the Impact he had on q??? and his self perception??#ok iM DONE I LOVE U ANON UR DOING EPIC UR SO GOOD BYE
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Not you thinking keefe is hot and still not wanting to be shipped with him
his hotness makes him even more annoying. sorry. not sorry. also even if he was my favoritest character of all time i still wouldn't want to be shipped with him because i don't like self-shipping
#just in case that sounded talk-down-y: i don't care if other people self-ship. but it makes me uncomfortable to do it like. not in jest#like fitz isn't my FAVORITE character but i like him fine. and i think he's hot (mellie's fault) but i don't want to be shipped with him#keefe's objectively handsome. however. i dislike his personality with the rage of a thousand suns#i won't say i'm physically attracted to him (ace) but he's not unpleasant to look at. he IS unpleasant to be around. i care about that more#kotlc#kotlc keefe#anti keefe sencen#anon#asks#keefe would not like me and i don't like him
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Skill issue maybe. But kindness certainly didn't help the prosecuted for the rest of the show.
Maybe a balance is needed between me being proactive and merlin being kind, bc merlin sure needed a bit of the former (this is really more of a complaint for the showrunners rather than merlin. I read so many fics of merlin being proactive and helping magic that canon is slap in the face with his passivity and class traitorness)
yeah Merlin’s approach to certain issues definitely show the writers’/showrunners’ hands than his actual character (where he is pretty outspoken in these topics) but there’s also the nuance of keeping his magic secret and yada yada
but also, one of the reasons we like Merlin is because of his goodness and open-mind. there is a reason he is a foil to Morgana, who was proactive in magic users rights, had an identity crisis of her own, and descended into villain-hood. there is a reason why his struggle between his duty as Emrys and Destiny is so compelling and how it slowly become his struggle between Destiny and Arthur
are there moments where i wish Merlin did certain actions differently? 100% yes i do (2x08 for example and his relationship with Morgana) and i know a lot of the time these narrative choices were made in order to keep Merlin in his 5 season struggle of ideologies by the showrunners themselves which just hurt his character in the long run (similar to how they revert Arthur’s character back to his s1 caricature sometimes 🙄) bc if he progressed too “quickly” then it could lead to a different outcome than they wanted at the end of the show
but i digress
#and on one hand yeah those fics were made out of audience frustration with Merlin’s situation and choices given to him by the creators#bc given that we are presented with a good of heart character who doesn’t care about bloodlines that much starting out; somehow#Merlin makes some ‘interesting’ and ‘passive’ choices#the show can give us the reason was made out of his need to save Arthur’s destiny or keep his magic safe or something#and while in some episodes i agree…..i also think given certain episode circumstances this could have been avoided as well#(Gilli you deserved better and i wish you were a reaccuring character. maybe even be someone who reminds Merlin of Will?)#(Merlin also deserved more magically inclined friends#i already made a post about that & i forever stand by it. he needs more magic friends)#bbc merlin had potential in a LOT of areas and didn’t develop a lot of them too (but high is greatly seen in s5)#and that’s prob why i still come back lol bc i want to flesh those out#anyway#tangent done lol#bbc merlin#asks#tldr: Merlin is a likable character BECAUSE of his outlook to be kind and greet the world w/open arms but in order to ensure Camlann#that caricature gets abused and treated as passivity leading to fics that make him proactive. but also a more proactive Merlin can#forget WHY he is likable in the first place and completely change him from his canon self#like you said anon there need la to be a healthy balance and bbc merlin struggled with that especially in s4-5#merlin emrys
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Aemond has been wearing the same outfit since the lord of the tides even in season 2 trailer same outfit I’m glad he brushes his hair but does he not know how to take off his clothes?
Is he afraid to be naked?
Maybe he’s a never nude like the guy from arrested development
In my opinion???? I think he must be REALLY fucking musty because I never realised he’s been wearing the same clothing since ep 8 until now 😳
#ALSO DID YOU GUYS REALISE THAT HIS HAIR LOOKS A BIT MORE RUINED COMPARED TO S1???#war is ruining his self-care#hotd#aemond targaryen#house of the dragon#┆ ⤿ 💌 come chat with amira .ᐟ ୭#lovely anons <3#ask box messages#ask box open#ask box#✧.* amiraverse
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I thought your Damian in the Ortega PinUp post was Hollow Ground for a hot minute!!!! I was all “Ah, Ricardo has finally accepted that Daddy Ground kingpin of the city is in FACT, very Hot and charismatic,” but it was just Damien smiling and looking more mature and confident!!
God bless Ortega's heart, these two brothers are destined to look more like each other as they age…
Ortega's therapist is being put in the trenches every time he talks about his ███friend's relation and semblance with the man who killed his father figure. Hopefully they're paid enough by the Rangers lol.
I can't wait to have the three of them face each other in the book. It's going to be so messy 🥰🥰
#fhr#fallen hero#anon#sorry it took a while 🙏🙏#I honestly thought I already posted this but I accidentally put it in draft limbo#i have no idea how HG-Sidestep dynamic is going to pan out in the books but i'm hoping we could make it messy and complicated#something along the lines of damien taking advantage of HG's fondness of their late sibling (if HG ever actually cared for them)#to earn their trust#but damien plays the role too well (yet again) and it messes up him up#not enough to make damien genuinely ally himself with HG#but enough to mess with his perception of who or what a family is and further screw with his already distorted sense of self 😌
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Does Vic have ANY redeeming qualities???
uh... Hm...
great question, anon!
#he's driven and perseverant and will get a job done#but in regards to other people he's incredibly self serving and manipulative#he'll be nice and even seem caring but only as long as it suits his own goals#as in most universes this is mostly due to things that happen to him and his own choices and reactions to those things#as well as his environment#so in a scant few aus vic might be a little less awful#but in most he's carved his own path#anon
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Not the same anon but I BEG you for popstar! reader x paul
I feel like paul is a really cautious person?? Idk how to explain it but I don't see him as impulsive, he gives me the vibes that outside motorsport and sports in general he doesn't like to take risks. In Prema videos he's always more "contained " (idk if this is the word I'm looking for), while being playful and goofy.
But then miss popstar coming into his life like a hurricane, being the COMPLETE opposite!!! Impulsive, never ever thinking before speaking, that electric type of person and it driving him insaneeeeeeee
im loving this hype for the popstar!au, the anon who first suggested it should get a big forehead kiss 😚😚
but yes i agree!! like around certain people, when he's really comfortable, he seems like he can relax and let go a bit. like around dino he you know dances and stuff, and with karl he's always joking around. but even then, he's a lot more calm than most others !! and yes like you say, outside of racing, he seems more cautious. like if you watch videos of him on estonian shows, he's much more gentle. but he still has his personality, his playfulness and bubbly style shining through <33
i feel like he also would be cautious when meeting new people – especially if it's a girl, and especially if that girl happens to a popstar and also super cute. so around her, he's maybe not shy but more careful. and he even gets lowkey nervous when she's around, in a way where he just doesn't recognize himself? telling himself "mate get a grip???"
and then the reader being super extroverted, spontaneous, carefree… always saying exactly what she wants and not caring what anyone thinks. and god does he find it attractive!!!!
#i see paul as someone who's like. not overly insecure or having a bad (?? what's it called in english)#low self esteem* there we go#anyway i dont see him as very insecure but at the same time i think he cares a lot about what others think about him#not doing certain things and not wanting to stand out too much because he doesnt want people to judge him or think bad things about him#and then suddenly little miss hurricane crashes into his life and it's kinda turned upside down because#she doesn't care. and she notices that about him easily and sees it as her mission to pull him out of his comfort zone#tricking him into doing things he usually wouldnt#and trying to help him out of his shell#<33#asks!#anon!#paul thoughts#paul x popstar!yn au
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what do you mean every one else looked after me?! what are you TALKING about?! this is all wrong!!
"everyone" didn't look after him. i looked after him, and when i couldn't, because of a head injury, or because my death was traumatic enough to kickstart an episode, i called in help. asked for favours. i owe dove a lot, in particular. i loved juno's abrasion, but it meant that when i had to call someone for help, when he wanted nothing to do with me, it was a favour to be repaid to ask someone to sit with him and let me be sure he wouldn't hurt himself.
#ic#ask#anon#it only worked as long as he was willing to be cared for.#he loved being spoiled.#it sounds to me that he didn't want to be anymore.#juno didn't make friends easily but i think he preferred it that way.#we fought once because i wanted him to behave in front of some people i knew.#wanted him to be less of himself.#i didn't understand why he wouldn't want that. to be more easily digestable.#it is what i do. it is my first impulse. to be smaller and work my way up to my whole self.#(as i was with inezra knowing she wouldn't choke when she had no apetite in the first place.)#he found that sort of thing... impossible.#he was incompatible with the idea.#he was his entire self at all his abrasion and at all of his beautiful brightness.#if you had to avert your eyes he wanted to weed you out quicker.#it only meant it was difficult to find someone to help him just because he needed it.#it had to be because i was asking and i would pay you back somehow.
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⇈-11 ((Goldblood-8.5-Ass11gned Male At Hatch11ng)) Do Not Know 11f 11 Am Really As C11sgender As 11 Thought ==> My Mo11ra11l ((8-Ol11ve)) 11s A Trans Male And 11 Don’t Know 11f 11 Should Ask Them For Gender Adv11ce Or Not ((He 11s St11ll A L11ttle Mad At Me For Tell11ng H11m He Was 11gnor11ng H11s Ol11ve H11story))-⇊
⇈-But 11 Am A Staunch Supporter Of The S11gnless And 11 Bel11eve That Focus11ng On Tr11v11al Gender Troubles Takes Away From When 11 Can Be Study11ng H11s Teach11ngs ==> So 11 W11ll 11gnore 11t For Now-⇊
⇈-𝓢11𝓰𝓷𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓼 11𝓼 𝓛𝓸𝓻𝓭-⇊
⇈-𝓐𝓬𝓬𝓮𝓹𝓽 𝓗11𝓼 𝓣𝓮𝓪𝓬𝓱11𝓷𝓰𝓼 11𝓷𝓽𝓸 𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓟𝓾𝓶𝓹𝓫11𝓼𝓬𝓾11𝓽 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓦11𝓵𝓵 𝓑𝓮 𝓢𝓪𝓿𝓮𝓭-⇊
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Question: I (Goldblood - 8.5 - Assigned male at hatchIng) do not know if I am really as cisgender as I thought. My moirail (8 - Olive) is a trans male and I don’t know if I should ask them for gender advice or not (he is still a little mad at me for telling him he was ignoring his olive history)
But I am a staunch supporter of the signless and I believe that focusing on trivial gender troubles takes away from when i can be studying his teachings. So I will ignore it for now.
Signless is lord
Accept his teachings into your pumpbiscuit and you will be saved
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#okAy wow.. lot to UnpAck#first of All the olive history comment is.. weird#Unless hes literAlly pretendin to be A different blood color he isnt ignorin shit.. hes jUst bein himself#i think yoU jUst hAve some internAlized shit thAt mAke yoU feel like yoU need to constAntly feel gUilty for bein An individUAl#And seein someone yoU cAre AboUt bein open And honest AboUt who they Are is threAtenin to thAt belief#yoU shoUld Apologize.. hopefUlly for yoUr sAke he Accepts yoUr Apology#Also i wont disclose my thoUghts on the signless or his followers here.. bUt i will sAy this:#for someone who preAched eqUAlity And self love for All.. do yoU reAlly think he woUld wAnt his followers to mAke themselves miserAble??#Are yoU not A troll?? Are yoU not someone worthy of self love?? why Arent yoU Allowed to be who yoU were Always meAnt to be??#is thAt not the greAtest Act of defiAnce?? to find hAppiness in A world As bleAk As oUrs??#Um.. AnywAys i think yoU shoUld jUst tAlk to yoUR moirAil Anon. im sUre theyll sUpport yoU.. even if theyre mAd right now#unreality
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I have one (1) fear that btsv will reveal Miguel gets his spider powers from his T-shots.
Stabilisers for his spider dna/power was my original thought except I think Miguel took his shot right before throwing the bin at Miles so uh, doesn't seem very stabilising. And now my personal theory is that, given how they seemed to be "hugging" the cells, maybe Miguel spent too long LARPing as his alt self he became part of that universe. And now that that universe is gone he needed to give himself shots to stop from glitching out. Which, may not make sense since that's what the watch is supposed to do, but I think it'd be a neat parallel to Miles having cells from 42.
ehhhhh i don't think miguel exploding really swings the pendulum in either direction (in terms of what the shot actually does), at least in my conception of a dna stabaliser. your theory is a neat one though! it would be interesting if miguel was dealing with some longlasting sideeffects from dipping dimensions.
personally, i think given the visuals of the scene, the most likely answer is that it is to do with spider powers (very similar visual to miles's spider bite, the blue blood cells, the actual needle mimicking a spider bite in terms of the literal injection etc) but it's a toss up right now as to whether spiderverse's iteration of miguel is going to have him be irreversibly changed (and have that change be one out of his control like in the comics) or have it be a self inflicted transformation. the latter possibility of which im personally ehhh not a fan of. but again, at this moment just a possible direction and not a certainty.
#im hoping its not the latter because i just really like miguel's comic backstory yeah. but also because i think miguel being a self#inflicted spiderman just makes his dimension dipping and miles issues less??? interesting??? like if it's a self inflicted transformation#and miguel doesnt enjoy what he does but does it because has to. why not just stop being spiderman.#it also would make his thing @ miles just. honestly kind of boring hypocrisy instead of what i find the more interesting route#of miguel seeing a mirror of himself in miles (as well as a beacon of doubt) and not being able to handle it#i personally find THAT the more interesting story#but again. its all up in the air right now and we dont KNOW how this character is going to be conceptualised in btsv#there are certain creative liberties which - if taken - id personally find not v interesting but im not going to blast people for something#i have literally no information on. id rather evaluate the entirety of this iteration of miguel once i have the pieces atsv doesn't show#but invites speculation on (the backstory and the nature of his powers)#this isnt intended to be critical of you or anyone else i need to say. i totally understand being upset and nervous about the direction of#character you care deeply about. im just personally going to hold off on speaking about elements which i just dont have the evidence to#evaluate the nature of their integration in and effects upon the totality of miguel as a character within spiderverse#ask games#anon
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Hi, same anon from before haha, but like- THANK YOU for acknowledging Sakura's trauma. This is coming from someone who does ship Sasusaku. It's just like- WHY did they just have her forgive him so easily? WHY was SHE the one expected to forgive and mend their relationship. As much as I love Sasuke, the ending left me like... "and everyone is just- okay with this?" WHEN THEY LITERALLY LET HIM WALK FREE LIKE "oh haha all water under the bridge". Man deserved SOME consequences for his actions and I will be FOREVER angry at how the ending of naruto was handled. So many people got screwed over, but Sakura especially
I'm loving these asks so much I feel like a cool kid
I agree 100% with you!! I actually believe SasuSaku could have worked just fine, if they had showed him caring about her, thinking about and missing her, if she had been shown to truly understand him and his motivations to leave the village, but that never happened. He OBVIOUSLY didn't have such feelings for her, he didn't even know why the fuck she liked him! He tried to kill her multiple times, called her annoying and never once showed he worried or cared about her (fuck, he didn't even bat an eyelash when she got stabbed by Madara). They had some potential when they were genin, but that was as KIDS, and even then it wasn't fully developed!
Now I see SP trying to make them romantic and shit but like, weren't they supposed to be in love BEFORE? They try to force that romantic ring bs down our throats like it's the most romantic shit ever, as if he didn't inflict an insane amount of pain and misery upon her, as if she had ever tried to understand him instead of forcing him to return to a village that destroyed his clan. But in reality we are just seeing Sakura fighting for scraps of attention while we are supposed to ignore the entire fucking shippuden in which he didn't give a second thought about her and tried to kill her more than once.
#Sas*Sak* had no development whatsoever#were they cure as genin? Yes#but NOTHING else happened after that#her biggest source of pain misery and self-doubt was him#I laugh every time I see people trying to say he loves her because he held her after she saved his ass from being stuck in another dimensio#like oh yeah that's romantic#he stopped her from falling onto the floor and proceeded to not care about her#that's ♥true love♥#sorry I'm too bitter anon#thanks so much for the ask!!#◆ ┈ ┊ today on: omg miko no || ( ooc )#anti-ending
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